The energy we radiate attracts what fuels us.

You can say I’ve failed.

But it’s rather loosing a fight in a war.

119 says ago, I left Sinaia in Romania with the Idea of Nomad Nexus.

No idea how many hours invested-

1058€ spent in advertisement-

330 followers gained-

147 applications-

35 calls booked-

27 no-shows-

0 sales.

The painful parts are:

1. my ego (That’s okay)

2. And the fact that I only started this to bring likeminded people together.

And today, Sunday before the newsletter I suddenly experience loneliness.

More than usual.

Friends are gone somewhere out,

I don’t know who to text to hang out,

I don't know if I should text someone to hang out.

A friend just reminded me of the fact that wherever you’re gonna concentrate your energy on, it will grow.

If you keep talking about it, the universe will give you more.

And I realised now while writing this, maybe that’s just not what people want to hear, either.

The good calls I had were people that were sick and tired of lonely travel.

Or wanted to surround themselves with people that understand their drive.

But no one who was super excited about life and wanted to have lots of fun with cool ass people on a beautiful island.

And these may sound like they don’t disrupt each other:

* Seeking likeminded, driven, loyal individuals to escape loneliness and

* having fun with cool ass people on a beautiful island,

but

It’s a totally different energy.

The first section of the landing page says

“you’re not lonely, you just need the right people.”

WHICH IS TRUE

BUT

will an amazing person who experiences the high of his life nomading around the world read this and go:

“Oh yeah right let’s join”?!

You know, I’m a very big fan of visualisation.

I believe that whatever energy you’re radiating, exactly the same and more you will receive back.

from places,

from people,

from the world.

I wasn’t wrong to approach Nomad Nexus with the source of my own pain, and the pain of many others.

But the outcome is what we all look for.

The outcome is what sells.

Even if it’s only the words.

It’s about how they are written.

And what energy I bring into it, behind the screen.

The energy matters.

And well, now looking back, it hurts to realise what my energy was.

because it's socially unaccepted to admit fragility,

because I live a "dream lifestyle",

because I'm a man,

because I'm 21,

but the truth is:

my energy was yearning.

Yearning for validation (more than usual).

Yearning for acceptance.

Yearning for love.

Or, am.

As always.

But now more aware.

At least for this period of my life.

Follow along to see how this unfolds.

Many ideas.

Not giving up.

Cheers,

Danny.

P.S.: answer to this email. I’ll answer.

P.P.S.: its super natural to look for love, loyalty, stability, friends, belonging, uniqueness. If youre reading this and you feel similar - im not saying you shouldnt feel that way. Im saying, dont be desperate about it. Youre not gonna attract what you seek this way.

Just live life, do your thing, experience and enjoy and everything will come.

At least, thats how i calm myself.